Today is a beauty.
Instead of driving back home from the glowworm lab at 1230am as I did last night, I found myself showered and fully lying on the bed at 6pm, looking at the ceiling trying to crawl myself into a nap. Failed so screw that. Had my nice dinner still, chatted with my fellow housemates and back here.
Right now I'm feeling nervous. I feel excited yet nervous.
Tomorrow is gonna be important.
Attending the last lecture of my life as an undergrad. I know I'm still gonna be at uni most of the time next year for Honours still but that is a different chapter. I'm thrilled to graduating soon, at the same time hating the fact that I'm not ready to leave this phase of my life just yet.
You must know thou, my lectures are unlike yours. The way I see them is different. As everyone else growl to the thoughts of 50minutes intelligence crap session, mine is equivalent to those story telling bit you thirst for more as it ended.
We study whales and how their muscles dance to them diving for krill.
We look at cheetah and its thousand different gait postures.
We learn how taking one species out of the ecosystem, be it its the smallest learn concerned species of all, can cause a major drama to the system as equally as all the other more prominent creatures.
Point is, I look forward to hearing them, which i see as a bliss when you learn the things you're passionate about. And the fact that I love to ask questions and argue about it makes for a good laughable tormenting lecturers sessions.
So can I afford to have this thing I classify as privilege taken away from me after 3 years of fun exploration?
NO :(
I guess I have to prepare myself mentally.
At least for tomorrow. Everyone turned so emotional and gloomy whenever someone (dumb enough) pointed out 'Guys, this is our freaking last week of lectures!'. What? Can you make our life any more miserable now? Hish.
Or maybe, just maybe.
Skip all those 'preparing myself mentally' crap and crash undergrad's zoology lectures next year every now and then to get my dosage of drug *light bulb blink blink*
So yea, we'll see how my 30th October 2009 goes.
I'll make a scene and cry like hell if I need to. Or channel the sadness to camwhoring with fellow coursemates I know I'll be missing like hell.
I'll make it special anyhow coz that date is gonna stick in my memory case forever :)